Last week, I was 100% sure that I'm suppose to go for the casting call for biggest loser. And then this week, I get an interview. I'm so direly confused. I want to follow God's plan and I'm curious to see what it holds for me. I know that just because I have an interview doesn't mean anything, but I've been applying for jobs now for about 6 weeks or so and not one call and then the week of the casting call, I get a call? I don't like trying to figure out God's plan because I feel like it sets me up for disappointment.
I don't know what the future holds and it's hard not to think about it. On one hand I think, "wow, what if I make it onto biggest loser?! That would change my life and for the better?" and the other part wonders, "Well, what if I get a job before?" The job is safer because getting chosen to be on a show isn't the easiest task. But if I get a job and get chosen, how would I tell my new found job that?
I know I'm suppose to wait, but it's sooooo hard! Lord, help me to see your plan.
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